I thought you were different from all the other attention whores on tumblr. You're going to die much earlier than you need to, and it's honestly going to suck to see you go. You're still a good person at heart, this I know. But you keep abusing yourself in a way that I just cannot abide.
Anonymous
What in the fuck…?
I have honestly no idea what you’re talking about. Die earlier? I’m in perfect health. Abusing myself? What in the world are you talking about? I don’t do drugs, I don’t drink often, I don’t smoke, I cook all my own meals, I work out… What a bizarre and cryptic message to get.
I have been super absent here! I feel bad especially for leaving on such a down note, I have lots of messages asking if I’m okay! I am okay everyone I promise! I get depressed sometimes, but my mood will go back to my usual happy self eventually. I’ve been AWOL because I’ve been having some family issues: basically my little brother has some substance abuse problems and my parents don’t know how to deal with him, so he is living with me for the summer. Things are a bit more on track now, so expect brand spanking new photos and videos on my site pretty soon! Feel free to write me some suggestions or ideas :)
So I know I don’t usually post personal stuff here on my tumblr…it’s because it’s often depressing and introspective. But sometimes I just have stuff to work through that I need to get out via writing about it.
Lately I have been feeling extremely unattractive. Like an asexual blob shaped thing. I hate how I look in everything, how my face looks with or without makeup, my hair, all of it. I am a flirty, physical person by nature and it seems lately that every time I try to playfully flirt I get rebuffed. Well rebuffed isn’t the correct word, it’s more like ignored. I used to have “it”, it being magnetism, charisma, ect, and I feel as if I have lost it somehow. I’m reading things wrong. I thought a few guys I know found me attractive and desirable, but now I’m not so sure. I feel that I’ve been mistaking friendliness for attraction. I don’t feel attractive to anyone. My boyfriend and I still love talking and we get along fine, but physical contact had never been high on his list. I want to feel desired. I don’t know… I feel like I’m rambling.
That’s all.
I need to find a photographer soon and shoot more sets! I was looking through my pictures and found this great shot.
My baby boy is back home again!
Hey Maggie, I know you have no plans to do hardcore but would you ever consider doing a shoot with your bf sucking on your luscious tits? So that some of us admirers can live vicariously through him :)
Anonymous
Absolutely! The problem is finding a photographer since he takes the photos for my sets! But we will get a set of that up, along with a boob smothering one.
Tesla is missing.
I don’t know what to do. It’s been 13 hours and no sign of him. I just can’t stop sobbing. There’s a snowstorm outside and I just don’t know where he is. I looked for hours last night, but nothing. I just want him home. I miss him so much and I’m so worried.
Your checkered suspenders definitely do rock, you should take some pictures of you topless with them on :)
Anonymous
I plan to soon! I’m going to have a whole set with them on my site :)
I love my checkered suspenders!
About the Pam suggestion; I HAVE A MIGHTY NEED!
